fyi... I should clarify my statements... "people who do not understand eating..... " in my earlier post.

my best friend and my son do not understand that there is an underlying reason for an eating disorder.. and they are so angry with me because I don't just "stop". Their anger leds them to say things that hurt me very much.

Please forgive me for not being clear... I can see now that my statements are hurtful to people on the the board w/o an eating disorder that help in this forum... the help is greatly appreciated..

I am very sorry...and hope that I will be forgiven..

Sincerely, freewill