I was feeling pretty good about myself which I don't usually...I've gained a significant amount of weight in the last two years (and I already had trouble feeling good about my weight) and cannot take more than 3-5 lbs off no matter what I try. Anyway, I was feeling pretty good about myself. Then I decided to be attracted to this guy in spite of the fact that I know it never goes anywhere (it really never, ever does; they're never interested). And I'm at the point where I'm pretty sure he's, indeed, not interested. And now I feel disgusting