Wants,

Thank you for sharing your honesty. Some people would try and make this all sound rosy and it's nothing but. Perhaps just take it one step at a time and see where my heart leads me?? The heart muddies up everything and I tend to be very analytical about it all. An abusive childhood taught me not to put my heart out there, then, I too, found "an angel" and thought I could let my guard down. I don't know if I can stand the pain of every trying to trust again.

I don't know. I guess we'l just have to see. Right now, I'm just numb.