SM and Art - this is interesting... When I was about 14 I started showing a very goofy rebellious streak. I would push limits in a class-clownish type of way. I ended up shutting that part of me down when I was shamed for 'attention seeking'. Then I just got quiet and withdrawn and surly.
I seem to have gone back there... It actually feels good to finally be myself - at 14, but hey, I'll get there...
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'...
At poor peace I sing
To you strangers (though song
Is a burning and crested act,
The fire of birds in
The world's turning wood,
For my sawn, splay sounds,)
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Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue
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