(I was going to include more of your quote but accidentally erased it )

I am planning on getting connected with a T again simply because of my life circumstances, with the stress and being so busy, not getting enough sleep, not having a ton of support. Given my history, it's a recipe for disaster and I'm already feeling the ship start to sink a little, if you will.

I'd hang out with you if you lived closer.

I think I'm a pretty decent person too...just wish the guys I allow myself to be interested in saw it as well. I think all they see is that I'm not the classic definition of beautiful (I've actually been told that more than once) and, more than that, I'm kind of "big." *shrug* Nothing I can do about it. Even at my thinnest I was "big" to some people.