Welcome Molly to Psych Central(PC). Sorry to hear you are in a dark place. PC is a great place to meet like minds and compassionate people.
The forums are a meeting place for people and sharing ideas. You can create your own posts or reply to others
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The Chat room has moderated
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and unmoderated chat. Another good place to share and meet people.
Listened to this on radio the other night: NPR article on different therapies to deal with dark thoughts.
http://forums.psychcentral.com/curre...-thoughts.html
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