Its common for most ppl with bp to have "atypical depressions " eating more especially carbs sleeping more and ability for mood to be temporarily lifted from external factors
But its still a major depressive
Switching can happen. In my last bad mania i was manic for a long while would shoot down for days into black come back up to mania
I shot waay back down and was in mixed.landed in hospital
When i first got there i was a wreck that wanted to moan in hell in bed begging themvto drug me to sleep to escape the internal torture
As i was medicated i started switching one day euphoric manic awesome..mysteries of earth...next bed misery pain. Was on seroquel and started lithium. The day i went home i was hypo. Came right home went for a jog (i dont run lol) but in the next coming days lithium took over and stabilized me.
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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