I only half trust myself. Since I'm almost always in a state of depression (or at least that's the way it seems from my currently depressed point of view) I know I see things in black and white and catastrophize and have a lot of anxiety driving my decisions and my actions, but that doesn't mean I'm not also able to reflect and see where I'm going wrong. I just wish I was better able to do something about the bad choices I make so that I could learn to trust myself.