(((whoknows)))

Thanks for your response. I'm not yet at the point where it doens't hurt quite as bad, but I hope to get there eventually......soon?

I am so angry at my mother right now. I would like to know what she was thinking or better yet, why she wasn't thinking. But, unfortunately, I am cognizant of the fact that her childhood was awful so.........I wish I couldn't see that, it would be easier to hold onto my anger.

In my case, my mother is no longer alive but I have siblings who have her on a pedestal of sainthood that just astounds me, the older we get. Don't they realize by now?

Hmmmmm. What's up with that?

Anyway, thanks for responding.