I don't know though. He must feel like I've messed him around a lot. He had already set off for the place we were meant to be meeting last night, he was on the tube so he didn't even get my message until he was there waiting for me. That's a horrible thing to do to him.
So just send him an apology...he deserves one. Right? Even be honest. Tell him you got shy all of a sudden. This will boost his morale. But only do this if you are certain you won't stand him up again.
I know!!!! Easy for me to say!!!