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Originally Posted by PoppyRoad
susanemily, Do you mean that being online triggers CEN?
Good question. I've been feeling absolutely rotten from being on Facebook lately. Everything you mentioned. Feeling misunderstood...frustrated with the stupid sh *t people do and want others to agree with their poorly thought out actions. I am very aware that a lot of the feelings I have originated in my childhood and Facebook really triggers stuff...but seldom resolves things.
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Today I was thinking:
The setting was right for feelings to emerge.
I was upstairs, in the loft, on the computer a long time.
Looking out the window, at the woods, on such a winters day.
I was trying to change my avitar......no success.
I was trying to post a song............no success.
I posted a recipe for chop suey and felt kind of foolish.
I couldn't seem to get in on any communication.
It wasn't till the next morning the idea came about the computer and the feelings of CEN.
I was excited that something came of the frustration and I had something to write about.
I also met some nice people who I appreciate very much.
I will keep trying to communicate.
