I was doing what I was told. To tell them if my mood changes, that is what I did. Well no, they didn't seem to care but instead told me to sit down. I did that. I found other means of support, calling friends, texting friends, etc., then someone stood in front of me and it sent me back again into a horrible trigger. I was shaking. I've never felt so much physical pain from emotional pain before, I have to certain degrees but to that extreme, no.