I feel so weird. Like a wide awake zombie how can I describe this.. Like akathesia it probably is.

I have no energy everything is so calm that moving my arm does weird ****..

I can't think.

I'm refusing this drug from hell in the morning because I can't take it anymore. I knew this would happen it's basically the same as risperdal

They gave me 50mg of seroquel to stop it and I said "More antipsychotics??" and he said that I can have an Ativan at lunch

It's like my mind is trapped in the skull it's a disturbing feeling. Idk why he would increase it to such a level.

Also I can't be schizophrenic. I don't believe that I'll relapse when I quit my antipsychotics so ya..