(((((archipelago))))) I am so sorry for the loss of your job. I can tell you are very devoted to your clients. You take such responsibility for them. You are in shock. It will take some time for you to wrap your head around it all.

We learn from what we see, and on an even deeper level when we experience it for ourselves. This seems to be the case with your therapist. You in turn are going through what your clients are going through. Write everything is going to be okay on your hand. Do it every day for however long it takes. Read it frequently. Believe it!!! Share it with your clients. Wash it off when you're feeling stronger. It's not much, but well spoken words to ourselves are powerful. Best wishes!!!