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asylumgardens said:
Ugh. I'm sure this will be too long for anyone to care about reading anyway.

I'm sorry this is a ridiculous post and probably totally incoherent. I don't even know what is going on anymore.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> ..................................................................... I feel for you (((asylumgardens))) hang in there.... hope things have improved since you wrote this... I couldn't read the whole thing but it sounds devastating.. never mind having a whinge...we all need to at times. Im no professional but it sounds like you suffer from more than depression...... I have adult ADD my family has ...bipolar..schizophrenia..OCD..psychosis..and more.. but I have seen some of them suffer like you.... hope you feel better soon luv jjulia