About a week ago I went for a psych consultation, or evaluation, not sure, whatever the first step is..

It was two hours. We concentrated on some issues I'm having with paranoia and depression and relationship issues and she touched on ocd.

It was all good, til the end...

I lost it at the end. I broke down, started crying because she said it would take atleast a month before they could put me in one on one counseling. I cried for a few minutes. She just watched. One month is too long...

Went home feeling dumb. First time voluntarily going for counseling but now I sort of don't want to do it... I want to back out of the whole thing..

I went previously to counselors in high school, but I didn't talk to my counselor or psychiatrist. Mom used to just make me go. that was 10 years ago.