I'm very confuse, worried and I even feel guilty.
Was diagnosed as an avoidant, now waiting for a new evaluation. As it will take time, some thoughts go round and round my mind.
Doing CBT since I was 25, without the diagnosis. It came much later.
Since I began with therapy I went progressing moré and moré each day.
I even went able to trust someone to have a relationship.

I have read all the last threads and posts. My impressions from them is that there isn't a way to improve. Or did I understand bad and there is a possibility for improvement if you work on your issues?

I feel guilty bc I would hate the possibility to be sprending possitiviness based on my experience and perhaps I was totally wrong.
I'll take my responsability if I have to but really, I'm very confuse.