Thanks Direction. You have been so helpful with everything, I really appreciate it.

I didn't go to the ER or anything, but I've come to the conclusion that my extreme dizziness and stuff is probably due to my lack of sleep because at this point I'm at 36 hours with no sleep, and i can tell I feel noticeably more physically sick now than ever before with nausea, headache, etc.

I got my emotions in check tonight. I've gone through a lot of talking tonight with one of my online friends, and it has helped me immensely. The problems are still there that I had, but I don't feel as overwhelmed as I suddenly felt last night.

The sleep is a major issue. I know it's making everything worse, and I'm not opposed to sleeping pills, but it doesn't fix the problem because as soon as they run out, I already am back to not being able to fall asleep or stay asleep. I was on Ambien for about a month, then after I got out of the hospital, my sleep seemed better, but then just went way off track again, and I was put on Sonata, which I took for one week, and when it ran out, I just bought over the counter stuff. I will get the Sonata again because I HAVE to sleep, but I need something that will help it long term. I can't take sleeping pills the rest of my life

lol, off on another rant.