I am not 100 percent sure what I am feeling... it's almost light headed and foggy, but my heart feels threads or almost flighty. I can't work at my computer for more than 15 minutes without feeling it. I am also very discouraged with my job. I am only suppose to work 15 hours a week. They gave me a project that is due by Friday... I'm working now trying to get it done and I still don't think I can do it. It's almost like they are either pushing me to a breakdown or purposely setting me up to fail... either way it's not that warm fuzzy welcome back feeling that I need. I'm pretty sure I'm on the verge of an anxiety attack and I have no idea what to do or how to get help. Already tried telling my boss...that was like talking to a brick wall...all he did was restate his unrealistic short term goals for me.
Oh well back to it and hugs to everyone. Keep plodding along!
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Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. no matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness got there first, and is waiting for it - Terry Pratchett
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