I just wish a beautiful girl could love me the way I could love her.. Been trying the free dating sites like okcupid, POF, and tinder... Just to get my mind off of my wife.. Loving somone that you recently found out has hated you for years and never wanted to marry you in the first place hurts a lot, and to know that she's perfectly happy while you're dying inside is to much for me to take.. I'll be divorced within the month... I don't know what to do with myself, I feel lost and everything reminds me of my wife and son..