Hey waterknob, less pressure on yourself, hey??!!!
Today was a little better........you made it to church.........you enjoyed working with your adults!!!!! Now that is so good, and well done you on managing that!!!
So the other stuff.........give yourself a break, you've done great. Maybe you'll squeeze in something/s of that stuff that's a bit more important later..........but if not, it can still be OK, can't it??? You can only do so much.
What you've really needed was some real quality time, and it sounds like you got a bit of that today. And good that things are a little better too
Alison