I am a 21 year old male and I have been dating this girl for a couple months now and the first month was the greatest month of my life. I have been getting these feelings of wanting to bail for the past month. Before this relationship I have never had a good relationship or had one last more than a month. I think the fear of losing her and the pressure I put on myself to make it work has stressed me out beyond belief to where I don't want to do anything. I'm scared that the feelings of wanting to bail will come back when I am with her that I don't want to see her sometimes. When I am relaxed and try to control my thoughts it is better but they are often hard to control. Idk if it is her that is causing the thoughts or just my paranoia about relationships. Help please