I think I know what's going on..

He exaggerates my illness and then puts me on that dose for the weekend so when I come back and say it helped, I get sent home from this muti million dollar hospital and if I say it doesn't work, he's going to say it will work eventually and I'll get sent home.

I'm even paranoid about the plans he has for me and controlling threw medications government orders to bring in another patient but idk it costs the government 1000 dollars to get admitted.