I have not been feeling well these days.
Last week was exhausting, and there are these big fears I have that don't let me move on.
I am a little bit sad, I guess.

I have to choose a thesis to develop very soon. The dead line to choose a line of work is getting close. But what other people don't understand is that it frightens me. Asking a graduate teacher to give me some guidance. And when I am not sure about anything and when I don't like anything this task become so hard. I have to take the first step very soon, but I also need help to do so, I need someone to validate my options and tell me that is what I really should do.