Thank you for responding. I don't believe this is a situation where we are not compatible. She has noticed herself that the disorder has been escalating and the meds aren't working like they should. I'm not here casting blame, i hope you could read that in my post. I am seeking help, resources, anything to help us stabilize. Communication is a great thing for her and i to use but it is shutting down more and more. I can barely mention a thought or feeling without making her angry anymore. It's becoming impossible to have a discussion or communicate without it escalating. I'm trying to find support for loved ones trying to help with this disorder. Alternatives, ideas, anything. I'm trying to save what we had (it was magical, functional, and perfect) so we don't lose each other while trying to figure things out.