Hi Gerber,

Thanks for your message. Yes, I've wrestled with that, too....if a subject is very emotionally charged, it is extra-hard to speak of it. And if I can speak of it, as you say, often it comes out without emotion, like I'm a reporter at a news station or something. It's very difficult to have the emotion go with the story.

I think sometimes, if I stick with it, and tell the story more than once - in a safe place, with a caring person - sometimes I can get all of the pieces to go together, the feelings plus the story. But it's sure a difficult thing.

Mostly to say that I hear you, and it is very hard! I'm sorry you wrestle with this, too, Gerber. I'm thinking of you.

Take care,
ErinBear