So recently I decided to make an appointment for a massage because I've never had one. I just turned 20 so I thought it would be fun. When I got there my friend went first and when she came back she informed me that you had to be naked. I wasn't sure because all places are different.

I was actually surprisingly ok with it... and the massage felt nice.. however afterwards I just had this awful feeling and I can't figure it out still. It just didn't feel right that some strange lady was touching me and all that. It felt wrong. I don't know why some of my friends can get massages and say they're fun and then for me to feel so uncomfortable about it afterwards.