Thank you!

I think I have bipolar disorder too.
If I was to go and get diagnosed for every disorder and syndrome, I think I would rack up a few more to add to my collection.

Is it even possible to have so many wrongs in the brain.

I have never thought about living without my diagnoses. I've grown attached to them, I've shaped my life around them. Yet they are there, every morning when I wake up, poking me in the face and I still love them. I don't know what it is like to be normal and have a functional life. So I can not know if I would like to be normal or not. It would be soooo cool if for one day, all my diagnoses were none existent.

I just hope that in the far distance future, there will still be support for people like me. Maybe someone will even find something they can use people like me for. I'm not really good or instested in anything, I don't have a dream or a goal. I'm just good at overthinking stuff, and see stuff from other angles, and I always criticize other peoples stuff because I always find flaws in their work, that may or may not be such a big deal for them as they are for me. I could see myself as a movie producer, producing meaningfull movies to spread awareness about us and reminding them about what it means to be human, but also making it a good movie that everyone can see and enjoy, so just subliminal messages. I love to write aswell, as you may have noticed that if I get to write about a subject that intrests me, my fingers just wont stop. But I would need help, a right hand to get to the point where I can make a movie, someone to guide me and tell me how to do and what to do all the way through the process.