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Old Mar 08, 2015, 10:39 PM
dogzrule dogzrule is offline
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I don't really know the exact way to describe exactly what happened the other evening, so I will try to explain it as best I can. I went out to dinner with my boyfriend the other night, and when we arrived at the restaurant and got out of his car, I knew throughout my entire being and in my soul that I was going to see my ex boyfriend (from an abusive relationship). It was the same feeling I got when he was stalking me before I got the restraining order against him, I would have the feeling and then see him within the next half hour.

I wish I could say that I stood my ground, enjoyed my dinner, and looked like I was having a great time with my new boyfriend. Instead, I saw him and just hope he didn't see me. He didn't at least when he came in the door when I saw him. I kept my hand near my face to block it, scarfed down half my dinner, got the rest to go, and we left as soon as we could after. I'm clinging to the hope that he still thinks I live in another town, which I did for a while but have since moved back (reference previous post: http://forums.psychcentral.com/sleep...aid-sleep.html).

Has anyone experienced any feeling like this before, specifically as some sort of warning sign? Honestly, since the abusive relationship and depression/anxiety/constant fear I've had since, I have been pretty apathetic about any sort of religion or spiritual beings to help humanity. I suppose one could attribute it to some sort of warning from God...or something similar? I just wanted to know if anyone else had any similar experiences, if they have recurred, and what it was like.

Last edited by dogzrule; Mar 08, 2015 at 10:40 PM. Reason: clarity
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