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Achy Turtle Armor · Mar 08, 2015, 10:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by kaliope

it has been 8 years for me and i can see it so clearly, the film rolls in my head.

Possible trigger:

last week i got a tattoo over my scars and i was just waiting for him to ask if it hurt too bad like i am used to them saying and i was going to respond how i am used to dragging razor blades over my skin so no, it felt so good. and i so much wanted to roll sideways so i could watch the blood well up, wanted it so bad, but i didnt want him to think i was a freak, you know.

Possible trigger:

SI, enjoying SI

Not sure how to trigger this so I hope that helped...

I don't remember this with my other tattoos but when I was in the chair this weekend getting a couple it felt so good. Really good. I was so relaxed I started to get sleepy and doze off. It reminded me of the early days of SI for me when it really worked. I would get so calm, relaxed, and dopey feeling. I don't know how I feel about that but I will discuss it with my therapist.