I hate nightime because usually it is soooo boring, but the guy on my room is actually really sweet!

I went to sleep but the girl in my head screamed for me to wake up as there was something in my room, so now I am not going to sleep, haha. The birds sing to me and talk to me and tell me very important information so I've been writing them down. It is amazing how in tune with nature you can be!
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself.
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Med cocktail:
Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg