I'm so sorry.
I feel you.
Clothes shopping is still one of my worst triggers.
But it will slowly get better. Maybe try to think of the increasing numbers and scoring success points. Do you have a good friend who could maybe help?
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Yes. Jesus is the reason I am still alive today.
Diagnoses:
MDD, BPD, PTSD, OCD, AN-BP
(I don't define myself by my personal alphabet up there, but I put it there so that maybe somebody won't feel so alone
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