It was pointed out to me that my updates on my new relationship have ceased, so I'll remedy that.

We just hit 2 months. 2 of the most fabulous months lol. He's still just as wonderful and we're still just as happy.

I've made a huge switch in what I thought I wanted for myself...I've realized that I'm open to having children with him in the future. I've never wanted kids until now. We actually had suspician that I might be pregnant because my menstrual cycles have been weird, and PMS symptoms started really early this time around. Swollen tender breasts and nausea. We even took a test with of course was negative and then I got my period. But the whole thing really got me thinking. I was actually almost hoping I was pregnant! I think its finally being a guy with a stable job who's settled in life that's made me re-think having children.

So....there's footwork on my part. I have to see whats up with MS and kids and my treatment and pregnancy and breast feeding and stuff!

He told his parents he plans to marry me one day. And I can't wait to marry him....we just haven't made it official yet.

So things are still just as wonderful. We still text all the time when we're apart lol. He's definitely given me the security I've never had.....

I still have fears that he'll get fed up and leave, but he's proven time and time again that he loves me and my situation is fine with him.

So.....there's the update lol. Not really much to report since things are still wonderful!!!!!

So so soooo in love!!!!!