I am feeling so alone and quiet and afraid to reach out. I so just need someone to sit with me and just let me know that I am not alone. My inside world is colliding with the outside real world and it is suffocating me.

The grip around my kneck feels so tight that I cannot breath. I just need to know that someone is out there and can hear me.

I try to write and I am blocked by something that is holding me back. I try to reach but I feel I am being pulled back by a force that is not mine.

I want so much to talk but it is like my mouth is sealed. I cry but in silence. Inside I am screaming but to no avail as nothing comes out.

Fear so paralizing that it hurts. All I can is try to push this send button instead of delete.

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