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Have been goibg theough a rough depression that has increasingly gotten more painful as the dreaded month of February went on. I patiently awaited march thinking a good dose of hypor atleast improved mood was heading my way
Instead, over the last week the sepression has stayed and i found myself getting more agitatwd aggressive and paranoid with wierd thoughts and intrusive thoughts
Over the weekend it got worse with heavy heavy si intrusive thinking non-stop
Impulsive high sex drive the works
By today i find myself in the midst of a mixed episode
Im going to the pdoc again. I just want to stay out of the hospital.
Send positive vibes my way
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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