4) I'm fat. And all my friends are skinny dancers. I used to be a dancer. I don't hang out with them anymore, my friends from my childhood into adulthood. I don't dance any more because (a) that group of people is getting involved in cheating and I'm trying to behave in my marriage and (b) I just don't have the time or energy and (c) I just don't fit in any more. I am too fat, they are all skinny after 1-3 kids, I'm 60 lbs overweight. My son told me last night I look like Mr. Greedy (from the Mr. Men series)!!! HAHAHAH!!!!!! It's true though, he's right. It's just sad. I used to be skinny and beautiful and fit. I used to have men chasing me ALL THE TIME. Actually one of the reasons I let myself get fat was to ward off the attentions of someone I wanted and who wanted me and I couldn't have. I was married with kids. So there. But now it's embarrassing to be seen all the time as this big ole fatty and not to feel attractive. I just don't have the time or energy to lose weight. I can't starve myself and that's what I need to do. Weightwatchers worked for me before but I just don't have the leisure and luxury to eat every 2 hours for goodness sakes!!!!!!!!

I'll be back. LOL