Sometimes when lonely or longing, the only way to feed that is to get compliments from other people. I understand that you have an issue with impulse control, but you need to understand the damaging effects of what you are doing. If you are sharing these photos with strangers, there is always the risk of things ending up all over the internet. There are many cases where lives are ruined due to things they did in their younger days resurfacing. Have you considered looking into dating sites to see if you can meet someone that may begin to feel this void you have? There are many safer ways to seek the satisfaction of your impulses. What you are doing now is bordering on dangerous.