The only people I've told this to are my parents and my therapist....
When I was eight years old, I was sexually assaulted by a stranger at school.
Between the ages of eleven and thirteen, I was in a platonic abusive relationship with someone who was supposed to be my best friend. I was abused emotionally, physically, and sexually. I just wanted to get it all off my chest.
What I'm asking for is help with ways to cope.
I have night terrors almost every night, flashbacks, and severe depression. I need help and I feel as if every day, I'm just getting worse.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I know for sure I have PTSD nut I just don't know how to tell my pdoc.
Please help me, I begging.
I don't know how much longer I can live with the constant pain and feeling of worthlessness.