I have a problem crying in front of people, and she's helped me overcome that with her comfort. Without it, I will not let myself cry. In which case, I don't think I can move on, because there are things I've been trying to get the nerve to disclose, and haven't been able to yet. She knows I'm working on it and hasn't pushed me. But now, it will be impossible. THANK YOU stopdog, I wish she would have discussed this with me. I promised her if I ever wanted to quit, I wouldn't do so without discussing it with her first. And I stand by that promise. I wish she could be that way also.