How painful. I can understand why you feel the way you do. She should have made her boundaries and therapeutic processes perfectly clear to you before she even started with this. Now, it must feel like you have just had the rug pulled out from under you by someone you just learned to trust and feel safe with.

She herself states that, "Touch is incredibly powerful." Indeed it is. If someone you care about is in pain, and a comforting touch can help ease that pain in the moment, that touch needs to be given. For now, you still need her healing touch. In my opinion, your T is causing you more distress than teaching you how to cope.

Is she going to take away all of the "love" she was forcing on you just a couple of weeks ago, too? I'm sorry, but there are some things you just can't take away just like that. I do get her reasoning, but I do not get the seemingly abrubt cut-off. And without advanced warning! A T. of all people should know the damage these types of behaviors can cause when a person isn't prepared for it.

Whatever you do, do not give up therapy altogether. It is obvious you have made so much progress. As tough as it gets, you gotta keep going!