Haha. The same happened to me but opposite. But you're feeling good which is a great sign! I still think I also have BPD so I keep that in mind as well. There's no embarrassment. You can still blame the BPD. But unlike bipolar, which has no cure, BPD can actually go into remission through DBT. Look up Marsha Linehan. She's great. Take this as a moment of triumph. You're closer to recovery than ever before!