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Originally Posted by Innerzone
Oh, RB, my heart really goes out to you. It seems we are both in it. I am struggling very hard tonight too. So much so that, as a friend, I feel the need to put forth an idea. I will hold on for you. Will you hold on for me? I am not just saying this to be nice. I am completely serious.
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Sorry to hear it, IZ. You're fully aware of how much I care how you are, I'm sure. We're in it together
<- That's a smile. I can do those.
I can certainly give it a go; I'll try my best.
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Originally Posted by wiretwister
Hang in there I am right with you.....  |
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Originally Posted by ~Christina
RB Please do call your Pdoc first thing tomorrow.
Please keep posting, Remember Bipolar is just doing what Bipolar does, lies cheats and steals.
Breathe.. Stay connected anyway you can
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Last night was awful. Worse night I've had in a long time - years, in fact. The day today was bad too, but I didn't feel as low. I felt very foggy and still do, although I didn't wake up until 3pm (or just after).
Unfortunately, I didn't call my doc. I just didn't have it in me. You don't speak to the psychiatrist, you speak to an elderly secretary who is very judgemental and seemingly arrogant and that's what puts me off. I don't even know what to say! And I am embarrassed. I'm embarrassed and ashamed.
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Originally Posted by BipolaRNurse
(((((RB)))))
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Thank you
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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom
Rb,
Please call psych tomorrow. My best friend I see 2 to 3x a year. You mean a lot to me, you really do. None of this is your fault. I wish I could take your pain from you. You don't deserve this! Please keep talking, don't shut down. We're here for you through this tiresome fight.
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The feeling is mutual MM. I hope you're doing better than you were last time I saw your thread. I wouldn't want anyone to take this pain for me and besides, you have more than enough on your plate.
Tiresome! That's spot on. I'm exhausted. I don't stop sleeping! After 11pm I can relax because everyone else goes to sleep, and I cannot relax when there is noise and commotion around me - even when my partner is awake and I am feeling like this, I do not feel relaxed. So I go to bed late when I am like this (about 3am or 4am) just so I can enjoy the peace. Then I sleep 12 to 13 hours.
I'll keep trying but I'm losing it
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Originally Posted by scatterbrained04
(((((RB)))))
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Thankyou!
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Originally Posted by jacky8807
Love and healing sent your way!  |
Thank you, Jacky
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Originally Posted by Hooligan
Hang in there.
Call your pdoc in the morning
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Trying Hooligan.
I didn't manage to call today. As I said earlier on in this reply, I do not like doing so. I always try to force myself to but it's a promise I cannot keep even to myself. The secretary there often has quite an abrasive personality, which complicates the situation because I already find it difficult due to the embarrassment of it.
I'll try again tomorrow
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