I have some questions to those who have been hospitalized either voluntarily or not. What caused you/or others to admit you to the hospital. If you admitted yourself, how did you know you needed to be hospitalized. Especially the first time if you've been admitted more than once. If you admit your self can you check yourself out? Where you working at the time? Kids? If so what did you tell your employer? The kids?

I'm in a pretty dark place right now, and I can feel myself slipping down even darker...I've never been admitted anywhere before, but I've never been where I am either. My bipolar is still intensifying like a disgusting monster that just keeps growing, getting stronger and stronger with every day.

I don't understand why my T hasn't put in the #$@! referral the $&@^$ P-Doc yet. He just keeps referring me to these stupid "Groups". I don't want these damn groups, I want to see the ##$%#*#*#&* DOCTOR!!!!!! I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE, I AVOID SPENDING TIME AROUND GROUPS OF PEOPLE AS MUCH AS I CAN, WHY THE F WOULD I VOLUNTARILY GO TO MULTIPLE "GROUP" SESSIONS!?!?!!?