Thanks Alison. You figured it out. It was a real bad day at work. We are short handed and I don't know when they are going to hire someone else to work. On top of that the schedule was overloaded. Co-workers had bad attitudes. Then I made mistakes being in a hurry and that is not good. I felt so bad about my mistakes. I got upset about one thing and then it seemed like everything went wrong.

I am currently applying for other jobs but I have not found a new one yet. I stay exhausted, sick, (physically, not just emotionally). I wish I could afford to take some time off and just not work for a while. However, this is something I cannot afford to do financially. An interesting thing though, if I had no job and no insurance, I would be eligible to go receive care at our local community health clinic on a sliding scale. Right now I am not eligible for this care and I cannot afford a psychiatrist and therapist. Interesting.

I will have to look at my options soon as I cannot keep going like this.

Thank you for your kindness. It means a lot.