I have dreams like this all the time. I get deja vu often and realized it's because I feel like I've dreamed something. I make plans that seem very real until I wake up and realize I was sleeping. Sometimes, I can't tell if I've dreamed something or if it actually happened. I also wake myself up in my dreams. In my dreams I'll be shouting at myself to wake up and then lo and behold I do wake up. It's all so strange but true. After my breakdown my speech was really poor. It has taken some time to feel like myself again and even then I still have a little trouble forming thoughts and then saying them. It's like my brain got really foggy and needed a reboot. I'll be trying to say something and stumble over my words really bad or just stay silent because I can't get the words out. It's easier online because I can take my time to form my thoughts and then get them out on my time.