Hi rain,

Yes I've had this thought in the past.

And I would sit and google every possible symptom and self diagnose myself according to what Google said I must have.

It wasn't really healthy for me to do to be very honest.

I worried and obsessed about every little thing.

My personal advice is, if you think perhaps you are suffering from something, please see a medical practioner to put your mind at ease or give you some clarity.

I understand this thinking.

Because I have honestly done this too.

It is not very good for us.

I hope you are able to find some peace.