Venus,

I'm sorry that the sky is falling all at once. I hope the SJW helps a least even a little bit. Have you tried your tea blend for help with sleeping?

Any chance of even working on a plan for future travels? I know your travels have always seemed to perk you up in the past.

I guess if all else fails, white knuckle this wave and ride it out, that is my current mode of coping at the moment.

( insert non hug here)