yes.. it was really a bad time . 'schziod/ personality split' really annoying thing to deal. but anyway don't let your fun squeeze down like that. go to what you capable with. when i was at school i really enjoy my time. i'm volley ball player, football player also student leader too.. hehe.. they say that was crazy too while i doing like that hehe. but friend, what i like to suggest is be positive in any how.. and go with what you good at. schizo can reduce by eating ginkgo biloba herbs and drink Chinese tea while to circle the circulation, it really a 'mind stroke' that actually face . ok just that the tips.. be posive okay.. alright.. hehe