PLease toss all the pills you do not need for prescription purposes and look after yourself. You are one special person wiretwister and we would miss you deeply if you left us. Has there been any triggers with regards to the pills? You really need to be seeing your pdoc and/or T as soon as possible to try and get a handle on what is going on before it slides out of control. Stay safe. We care...and Tigger does still love you.