Hi theres_always_hope

I am sorry to hear that you are addicted to adderal.

Yes, as with addictive medications, one does need to increase the dosage in order to experience the same effect, as you have discovered to be in your case.

Now you've gotten to the point where as much as you love it you hate it too.

I can understand this, I really do.

I am wondering what your doctor has to say about this?

Are there any alternatives?